no internet

I woke up today, and turned to my ipod. I usually get up and look through facebook, and see what has changed with any of my friends. But, as i hit the facebook app, I tried to load it, and it didn't work. I then continued to look at the number of bars of signal I had of internet. I had none. I was shocked. I quickly rolled out of bed, and went under my desk. I reached for the router, and looked at it. There was no ENTHERNET light blinking. I was in shock. I grab my phone and call my friend, and ask if she had internet. She told me she didn't. I proceeded to text my other friends the same question, but they all told me that they don't. Is internet gone forever? 
I run to the tv, and turn on the news. Top headline, No Internet. 
It's true. No internet. Its gone forever. Electricians don't know how to get the power going at the internet suppliers, and this therefore, caused an automatic shut down in the internet industry.
Now, all I can do is mourn the loss and the past of when I had internet, and how easy everything used to be. 
School homework, if you needed help, you searched for the answer. 
You wanted to find some information, you used the internet. 
Now, its all gone! 
Your knowledge is to come from books, and professors. Its almost as if life as we knew it would end. You don't know how much you depend on internet, until its gone.... 
P.S - this story is fictional. 
-Forever&Always

stranded on an island

so, my plane crashed and I was stranded on an island.. The only things that I had in my possession were a pair of scissors, an electric keyboard (piano), and a stopwatch.....
 I was the only one who survived. It was very sad. All close to me were killed instantly, and then there was me.. I remember opening my eyes, and seeing all of them bleeding.. It was an array of red.. It was taking over. But then , I blacked out. I don't remember a thing. I remember waking up, and seeing no one in the plane.. I was alone. I yelled for help, and if anyone was in the plane with me, but no one was. I tried to get up, but I couldn't. I felt pressure on my stomach.. I look down, and a chair had been completely taken out of the floor, and was compressed against me. I couldn't move, but to my advantage, the chair was made of foam, plastic and bendable metal. So, I used the scissors and tried to cut through most of the material. I managed to fight my way over the chair. I exited the plane looking at all the derbies everywhere. I was astonished I survived, but still the unanswered question remained, Where is everyone else? 
I got out of the plane, and saw that it was still bright outside. I went to wash off in the ocean, and then it was time to eat. I knew I had to go find some food in the forest, so... I put up the electric keyboard on the beach by the plane, and recorded a song, and hit replay, so that I could follow the music when I needed to find my way back to the plane. 
I went into the forest to look for food. I found a handful of different fruits, and made my way back to the plane. It was a long walk, but it was enjoyable. The island was as beautiful as a paradise. 
As i made my way back to the plane, I noticed movement by the keyboard. I saw that there were animals dancing, and birds flying over head. I walked over and the animals made no effort to attack me. I turned off the music, and thats when they gave me the "death stare"... So, I turned the music back on and they became friendly. 
I let the music play all day and all night. I shared my food with the animals, and then we decided that we had nothing to do after we danced and ate. So, I took out my stopwatch and taught them how to race. 
We then proceeded to create an obstacle course and raced through it while timing. It was a lot of fun. That was when a boat drove by. But, it wasn't any ordinary boat, it was a cruise ship. So, we created a hotel in the middle of this island. One of the best trips ever. And the people from my plane.. They were re-incarnated to be the animals. 
P.S - this story is fictional. 
-Forever&Always

The future.

A knock at the door cathes me off-guard. Upon answering it, I'm greeted by a man who says he's from the future --- and, he can prove it. More importantly, he says he has vital information that will save my life.. 
The information that he had for me was that in a month, I will I will play the lottery (649) and I will win the lotto amount of 69 million dollars. Of course, this surprises me.. but, I have to accept the truth. 
But, the bad news in this is that once I receive the check, my house will be robbed, and my family would be in danger.. So, I decided to get an alarm installed in my house, and a few cameras were placed in a few positions all around both the inside and out of the house. I placed as much protection all around the house as I could. I told me parents about the man, and they took everything valuable to storage.. We weren't going to risk anything.
So, a month later, the robbery occurred.. But, we had police officers all around the inside and out of the house. 
We managed to keep the group of robbers out of the house, and no one got hurt. After the occurrence, I wanted to find the man who told me this information, but I realized I never asked him for his name.. Which, in turn, didn't allow me to contact him, for me to properly thank him for this information... What a life. 
P.S --- this story is fictional .. its a blog we were to do in class. 
-Forever&Always

if only... ???

If only the world could be a place where everyone would get along.. How hard would that be? Instead of hatred between people, accept them for who they are? Clearly, you haven't thought about that .. yet. Maybe you have and think that other people are all the bad people and that your the only good person in this world. But, im sorry. You have caused me too much pain in my life, and i just cant, CANT accept you for who you are. You are the type of person that i do not like. I tried to like you. I really did.. I tried to do everything to please you. But, i was so stupid. I never realized that what i was doing was one of the biggest mistakes of my life. You go around and put me down to make yourself feel better. You put everyone that I hang out with, down, just for the benefit of making yourself happier. Is it working for you? Is it helping you? You go around and talk behind my back.. You go and back stab me. I just wanted to know if it was working for you. I want to know how well your life is passing by. How many of your friends actually know the real you? The one who does nothing. The one who tries in public. The one who thinks has everything, but really has nothing. 
I just wanted you to know how i feel. Im not mentioning your name, because im not one to go and talk behind your back... blogging about you. You should be thrilled. You try so hard to be the center of attention. You think the world revolves around you. How important do you think you are? but hey...  Im giving you the publicity you want, right? 
-Forever&Always

if i could be..

If i could be another person for a day, i would be Russel Peters. I would be a super funny comedian. I could make racist and humorous at the same time. I understand that some of the things he says are offending, but, i promise, i'd give you a warning in advance. I would also travel to where ever he was to go on tour, and bring joy to many. I love telling jokes myself, and making people smile and laugh is one of my priorities. I love doing what i do, and if I was Russel Peters for a day, i'd be taking it to the next level. Russel Peters is a well respected man for what he does, and i know im a girl, but STILL. It would be super cool.. If i ever got the chance, I would totally take advantage of it! - Forever&Always

why would you do that?

kso, she likes you. you didn't know she did.. or, maybe you did. I, for one, don't know. She talked about you all the time. You made her feel like she mattered. You made her feel like she meant something. She's been through a lot. People have let her down, but her friends are the ones who pick her up. I am one of them. I will always be there for her when she needs someone to talk to, and so will her real friends. But, what is your problem? What are you trying to prove? I'm not trying to put you on the spot, but I just don't get it and neither does anyone else. I don't know if she's tried hinting that she likes you, or anything. But she most certainly didn't tell you straight up. But I realized that you lead her on. Why would you do that? Is it fun for you?? Is it something you enjoy doing? You lead her on, and then turn her down as if someone told you to run through the streets naked. Why? Are you waiting for that perfect girl? oh, sorry, Maybe I should ask, what is your definition of perfect? because, go on facebook. Those status' people make "perfect girls don't exist" .. its true. We have all made mistakes. Big, small, pointless, dumb. Everything in the big book of mistakes.
She has been let down many times, and as i'm only getting to know you the 2nd year, i thought that you were the type of guy who lead a girl on because he liked her, and not to turn her down, reject her and make her feel like crap. If I were you, i'd for one, if its between you and her, apologize to her. Her feelings are crushed. She's giving up. She doesn't care. But inside, theres a soul thats waiting to be freed. A smile that's waiting to show. A girl who's dying to be happy, and be the energetic and fun and loving girl that i've come to know. But because of the many times that she's been let down, and now your addition... it doesn't help.
2nd, I want you to change your attitude. This girl, shes amazing. Shes beautiful, nice, funny, kind, loving, caring, and she always has your back. I know this from personal experience. If you haven't noticed these things about her, than boy, your blind. She was the one who always talked to you, she was there, she'dsupport you, smile.. she'd do all she could, and when you'd look at her, she'd have the biggest smile on her face...  i personally, miss it. Having to see those tears in her eyes as she talks about it, thinking that itll get better, but instead, gets up gets a tissue and asks to go to the washroom, thats not the girl i know. I knew her as a strong, and amazing girl... and i don't want to lose her.
Your friends are more supportive than you are. They are the ones telling her to be strong because of your let down.... but
One thing that I need you to understand is that... If you don't know who your real friends are, then your going to have a really tough time figuring out who you are.
-Forever&Always

Lesson in Life

A wise man sat in an audience and cracked a joke;
Everybody laughs like crazy.
After a moment, he cracks the same joke again;
This time, less people laughed.
He cracked the same joke again, and again.
When there was no laughter in the crowd, 
HE STOOD UP AND SAID:
You can't laugh at the same joke again, and again. But, why do we keep crying over the same things over and over again? ... 


- Forever&Always

Friends

How do you know who your friend is? It's so dumb how you can never really figure it out. You might think that you're so close with one person, and then BAM! .. they go and back stab you. They talk behind your back. They do everything and anything in their power to bring you down. And in the end, you're left, collecting the dust off the floor, because that one person brought you down, and it hit you hard ,the most. I've been treated like dirt in my life. I know what it feels like. I felt like I had no one around me. I felt unnoticed. I felt like I meant nothing and in turn, was nothing. But, I was wrong. 
I you can be a friend to someone else, they will treat you like a friend in return. When I felt like I was nothing, people that I thought I meant nothing to, came up to me.Spoke to me. Helped me. They accepted me for who I was, and not someone I wasn't, or wanted or wished to be. I was me. 
I became close with this group of people. I became closer and closer to them. And know, I can say that these people, are the closest friends I could have. They bring out the best in me. The good in me. They bring out the fun, the laughter, and the happiness. I couldn't ask for anything more. 
I've felt happier, alive, and myself with this group of people. They are my true friends. 
But, this post wasn't for me to BRAG about my friends. I was just proving how it is possible to have that group of people that you can call your friends. It might take time for you to form that group, or find it. But, you will. You need to show people who you really are, and just be yourself. Because, if someone doesn't like you for who you are, they don't deserve to be your friend.
- Forever&Always

invention..?

k, so, in class, im supposed to write about an invention that could revolutionize the world as we know it. But, there are many things that you could improve that already exist. But, one thing that has stuck with me for a very long time is the fact of 2 people that like each other. So, when you like that 'other' person, you go from level to level trying anything that you could possibly think of to figure out and find out if that 'other' person feels the same way about you. Well, my invention is as big as a thermometer. It has a screen that has a transparent laser that scans the people who are in front of you, or around you. You select which person you want to find out the feelings for. So, you select the person, and this gadget basically tells you on a level of how much this person likes you in return. I honestly think, that if this was ever invented, it would be a big help to those who really want to know. It'd save you the humiliation of going through so much for no reason. It saves you from having to ask your friends to ask this 'other' person how they feel about you, and saves you the embarrassment of rejection. Because, let's face it, we all have been rejected. So have I. But, if this piece of amazing technology was to enter our lives, imagine how quickly we'd be able to find that one person that means the whole world to us.. -Forever&Always

shopping (:

k,so.. I went to Osborne Village, a little area to shop downtown, and I went to a few stores to look at dresses for a semi-formal social I'm going to. and I saw some REALLY pretty ones, many that caught my eye.. but 2 stuck out to me and THEY WERE ON SALE!!! That made me very happy. I just have to go on convincing my mom to allow me to get them.. I hope she'll let me. And then I saw a really pretty summer dress, Oh my god, it was so cute! I'm going to beg my mom to get it for me as an early birthday present :P If I find it online, I'll post a pic! .. -Forever&Always

intro..

Today is the introduction to my blog. I don't want to start getting too in depth yet.. but I will. This blog will consist of a lot of venting about friends, family.. and people. Anything that happens that means a lot to me, will be mentioned. I hope that as you read my blog, you will learn a little bit about me. This blog will be a part of me, and I will treasure it as another piece of my heart. kthanks! :) - enjoy