why would you do that?

kso, she likes you. you didn't know she did.. or, maybe you did. I, for one, don't know. She talked about you all the time. You made her feel like she mattered. You made her feel like she meant something. She's been through a lot. People have let her down, but her friends are the ones who pick her up. I am one of them. I will always be there for her when she needs someone to talk to, and so will her real friends. But, what is your problem? What are you trying to prove? I'm not trying to put you on the spot, but I just don't get it and neither does anyone else. I don't know if she's tried hinting that she likes you, or anything. But she most certainly didn't tell you straight up. But I realized that you lead her on. Why would you do that? Is it fun for you?? Is it something you enjoy doing? You lead her on, and then turn her down as if someone told you to run through the streets naked. Why? Are you waiting for that perfect girl? oh, sorry, Maybe I should ask, what is your definition of perfect? because, go on facebook. Those status' people make "perfect girls don't exist" .. its true. We have all made mistakes. Big, small, pointless, dumb. Everything in the big book of mistakes.
She has been let down many times, and as i'm only getting to know you the 2nd year, i thought that you were the type of guy who lead a girl on because he liked her, and not to turn her down, reject her and make her feel like crap. If I were you, i'd for one, if its between you and her, apologize to her. Her feelings are crushed. She's giving up. She doesn't care. But inside, theres a soul thats waiting to be freed. A smile that's waiting to show. A girl who's dying to be happy, and be the energetic and fun and loving girl that i've come to know. But because of the many times that she's been let down, and now your addition... it doesn't help.
2nd, I want you to change your attitude. This girl, shes amazing. Shes beautiful, nice, funny, kind, loving, caring, and she always has your back. I know this from personal experience. If you haven't noticed these things about her, than boy, your blind. She was the one who always talked to you, she was there, she'dsupport you, smile.. she'd do all she could, and when you'd look at her, she'd have the biggest smile on her face...  i personally, miss it. Having to see those tears in her eyes as she talks about it, thinking that itll get better, but instead, gets up gets a tissue and asks to go to the washroom, thats not the girl i know. I knew her as a strong, and amazing girl... and i don't want to lose her.
Your friends are more supportive than you are. They are the ones telling her to be strong because of your let down.... but
One thing that I need you to understand is that... If you don't know who your real friends are, then your going to have a really tough time figuring out who you are.
-Forever&Always